January 2010
my eyes are open wide.
principles or my faith?
i cant imagine having to choose between the two.
but this is just getting so out of hand that im starting to feel the urgency to make a decision fast.
its been a fucking nightmare.
up to the extend that i had to fucking dial 911.
im just so tired you know.
im so tired.
so tired.
tired.
my eyes are gonna close………..
love?
arrow3:
I believe that a person should be with whoever makes them happy, even if it means that they’re always running back.. but how many times can a person run back and forth? It’s like the whole, “fighting for love” thing. Sure, love is worth the fight, but how long can a person fight for? Love is such an amazing thing, and people tend to take it for granted. I’ve been through my share of...
im stronger than this.
i cant even begin to explain how rollercoaster-like everything has been lately.
im just thankful
to still be able to wake up everyday and walk with my own two feet.
i’ve to keep reminding myself that
i am stronger than this.
i am.
i was never a believer,
but now i am.
“It’s overused. It’s cliche. It’s corny. It’s just a line. It’s always too...”
– (via runawaytrain)
so.
i think my life can turn into some soap opera seriously.
honestly i've never felt like this before but..
..
i feel like if i disappeared completely tonight somehow mysteriously
i might actually be okay with it.
fucking hell whats wrong with me.
“You never get over it, but you get to where it doesn’t bother you so much.”
– The Virgin Suicides
“You don’t know this yet but life isn’t supposed to be like this. It’s not...”
– Grey’s Anatomy (via runawaytrain)
“im fucked in so many ways.”
“It’s like, when you first like someone, you don’t know much about them, but...”
– Scarlett Rourke
Time is precious and it's slipping away;
chocolate-cigarettes:
We hold one too many grudges. Complain too often. Worry too much. Take things for granted. And we don’t love enough. Why do we always wait for something better to come along? This is our life. Each day we’re here, is another day gone. Why are we wasting it?
cos we believe the grass is greener on the other side perhaps.
“this time baby, i’ll be bulletproof.”
– La Roux.
finally went back for dance today.
obviously certain things didnt feel the same, but nevertheless i guess it was quite okay with open house and everything.
im just pretty worried about rapture..
and i just lost all my mood to blog k sorry.
just vv tired aching and like my limbs gonna fall apart.
and my mind feels like shite.
And my weakness is, that I care too much.
(via chocolate-cigarettes)
on a lighter note,
SA OPEN HOUSE TOMORROW !
COME COME COME !
:D
she who seeks attention.
you know if you have so much of fucking guts to act all pathetic and sad and emo and go on and on about how hurt you are on facebook,
i dare you to tell everyone what you did to me (and by that, i mean the numerous stuff) how you broke my heart into fucking pieces and almost ruined the most important exam of my life.
and then we’ll see who deserves to say ‘i’ve been...
Romance: A Lookbook on Love
damagedyouth:
We Ain't
If you only want me when I pull away from you, how are we ever supposed to be together?
(i like this, alot)
